Monday, February 28, 2011

Bankrupt

I have to announce that I'm going through a bankruptcy ><. School's team outfit top and bottom is going to cost me RM70. Where to save so much...? I also need a ping pong bat, RM 50. Omg.. I've crossed all of my budget... Takkanlah, everything also I want to take from my parents..? Maybe I'll take half la, but it's still a lot for me, I still need to put my money in my account ><.. Luckily, school is giving me money as PMR incentive, or else ar, really have to take out every single sen from my piggy bank..

This week starting tuition. Argh!!! My busy, hectic, stressed, tensed, pressured week is gonna start. Wish me luck on overcoming all of those...stuff going on..

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

I ♥ Ping Pong~

I've been practicing ping pong every week, twice a week. It is very exhausted, really. Even so, I really enjoy playing ping pong. Honestly, this is my first time to be able to like doing something for this long, without any complaint or feel like quiting while practicing.

During the MSSD last few weeks, we did not win. That time, I really felt uneasy. Then a friend who I respect most told me :" Do not be afraid of loosing, try harder and be better next time." And then I realised, he was right. It is not the results that are important, it's the journey that matters. We had lots of fun training every week, despite all those muscle aches, lack of sleep and delaying homeworks. We fooled around, screamed, shouted, yelled, and all those laughters and sweat. Haha.. I think that's the reason that I love ping pong so very much. Every time I feel stressed or tensed, I'll think of playing ping pong. I really really hope that my determination and love towards ping pong will never, ever, change. ♥