The different feelings..

Happy, sad, joy, fear, excitement, grateful. All these are what I felt today.. God knows those are good or bad.. I felt fear on the stage, and then sad, as I sang horribly as I have stage fright. Happy, joy, excitement and grateful, was felt all at the same time. It's when I received a message written :" You got shortlisted for NEXUS!!" Tears of joy ran down my cheeks. At the same time, thanking god, who fulfill my dream. So the next thing, got to study hard on my Science, Mathematics and English. And next week, I'm gonna show up with full of confidence, without fear. As this, is my once in a lifetime chance =]

Guys..

Used to thought that she is the closest girl, used to thought he has always been honest to her, used to thought that she will be the first to know everything huge about him. But she was wrong, he disappeared, he went off without letting her know, just like what he did in the past. She was hurt once more, she will never believe him anymore, she never will trust every word he says, and she never ever will let him hurt her once more. That's why, I don't trust guys =]

Friends..

I used to think that friends are like everything to me, I can't live without friends. But I now know that even if you have a hundred friends, they do not as much as a true friend. And I am truly blessed with some true friends, who always support me, encourage me, teach me, lead me, and always be there for me. Thanks, my friends =]

The end of trial...

Today finish trial's last paper.. Next.. is PMR.. Not getting enough sleep for the whole week.. Damn sleepy right now.. I studied History the most, seems like there are some improvement =] Yet, unsatisfying for me.. Did I give myself too high hopes? Well, honestly saying, giving myself high hopes give me pressure as well as encourage.. But, my History is temporary good enough, just got to work harder =]See, even my cat read Geography till he fell asleep.. This proves that Geography is a sleeping pill.
<-Acting like 'super cat'. Haha~

Stay strong=]

Tomorrow is trial lur~ Why I sound so happy de?? Actually I don't feel anything.. It's only ANOTHER exam.. After this trial,It'll soon be PMR.. THAT really freaks me a little..

Haizz.. Yesterday when a pos laju came to my house, I remember thinking :"Huh?? So fast come already?" But it's not what I was expecting... I guess,what I'm waiting, will not be here so fast.. But.. What I want, is not getting it fast, it's what is inside.. I want it to be written as I expected.. Something like : "Congratulations, you've been chosen...." and not :" Sorry, your request have been denied.."

Can I take the pressure? Will I be able to accept the fact..that I might not be good enough? Can I just treat it as it's just a dream, it's gone once I wake up? But I'll have to face it anyway.. Just stay strong =]

Almost done~

My "fake" essay, done..
Results, done..
co-curricular, done..
left parents income..
Hope can get in lar..
But hor..
5 places,
is really freakingly limited..><
how o..?
Just try my best lar =)
If didn't manage to get it,
I'll just go back to the normal boring life..
So,
try your best, kay?
I can do it de.. =]

Trying hard..

It had been like 3 days,
and I still don't really have the idea on how to write it >.<
But,
I still have to think of something somehow..
I gotta finish it by Sunday,
or else,
I don't think I'll have the time to send it..
So..
GA YAO!!

Scholarship..

Just printed the form for next year scholarship to xxx...
Well,
although I feel that I won't be able to get through,
I just wish,
at least I'll be one of those short-listed ones..
If I really get this scholarship,
there are nothing for me to worry about anymore..
So,
I'll just cross my fingers,
pray hard,
and try my best.
Ga yao =]

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♥ 七. 不可回点哦, 并且愿望会实现和得到幸福

♥ 坐上幸福热气球，开始咯♥

幸福热气球：第一阶段
1. 绰号：Nicole
2. 星座：Taurus
3. 生日：29th April
4. 兴趣：Texting, Singing
5. 血型：Dunno..
6. 最宝贵的东西: My cell-phone, MP4, Family & Friends..

幸福热气球：第二阶段
1. 有喜欢的人吗: No
2. 有交往吗: No
3. 幸福吗：Think so..
4. 他很爱你吗：No
5. 如果你有勇气最想做什么：Erm.. Do bungee jumping.

幸福热气球：第三阶段
1. 你被谁点：Kura Bong
2. 他是你的谁：Deskmate
3. 他的个性是：Sweet
4. 他长得怎样：Cute
5. 跟他认识多久：3 years
6. 你想跟他说什么：Don't sad 'coz of love..
7. 如果他变成你的情人：...

幸福热气球：第四阶段
1. 最爱的音乐：Alot wor.. Never say never, Already gone, etc..
2. 最爱的季节：Winter
3. 最爱的卡通：Spongebob Squarepants =)
4. 最爱的颜色：Purple and Green
5. 最想去的国家：Alot also.. Japan, USA, New Zealand, Switzerland, etc..
6. 最爱的水果：Honeydew
7. 最爱的人：My mum==

幸福热气球：第五阶段
1. 你很爱哭吗：Yes
2. 你很爱笑吗：Yes
3. 你是很有信心的人吗：Depends
4. 你想要怎样的生活：Simple yet wonderful
5. 你喜欢自己吗：Yes
6. 你喜欢睡觉吗：Yes
7. 你喜欢唱歌吗：Yes
幸福热气球：第六阶段
开始点名：
1. Kura Bong
2. Han
3. Shirlyn
4. Chai Huan
5. Nate
6. Vivian
7. Ah Woon

8. Poh Yin

如果你有三个愿望 , Tell me your wish :
1. PMR score 8A's
2. Next year transfer
3. Family and friends happy always